Why does it makes me so scared ?? help ><

haiz ... as days go by .. my life changes ... primary is ending and friends are seperating .. i dun want it to happen whywhywhy does i feel all the best parts at the ending of the year?? i fell so empty if i leave the school sometimes even thinking of crying but ... i cant becoz i have to be strong to face the world that is infornt of me .. Teach me plaese how to give up my feelings of my friends that i will not see next year .. haiz ...
As i only have 2 or a few more weeks left with them i fell so sad .. i dont want to leave ...
but this is the lasr year already WHY do they want to make PROBLEMS ?? i dont understand ??
seeing them so angry at each other i fell scared ! will it happen to me ?? what will happen next ?? al the questions are in my head ... im so scared i pray for all that they wont have a fight ! becoz it will hurt my feelings becoz we are lyke a family liaos ... having fun for 3 years and angry at each other for the last few weeks ... im scared please stop it ..... i dun want anything to happen to anyone not that becoz i have other feelings for u it is becoz u all are my friends and i care for all of u one of u get hurt u all dunnoe how hard it is for me to forget the pain ... u all dun understand ...u all juz thinking of REVENGE and becoz of REVENGE u all hurt urselves...
and for me i cant help becoz if i help maybe i will kena also so please think broader ! i dun want anything to happen to our friendship .... and also dun fight for the sake of a small scholding u get from people ... the friends u have in primary are the best becoz they are pure and not that bad ...
for secondery u see ... everybody has grown up and they have their own thinkings ler .,.. thay have good and bad .... and most are not so good
Guys .. we have been growing and studying in the same school for 5 and a half years happily
WHY becoz of alittle scholding u all want to habe a fight T_T i feel sad for all of u u knoe .. u dont know becoz you all are not me ... if u are in my positions and have the same caring heart for people like me ... i think u will also have the same feelings ...
i hope that everything will turn okay in the blonk of an eye and i hope when i go to school everybody will be smiling when i go to school foe tution on MONDAY 24/8/2OO9
and please dun have any hateing feelings in your hearts we are humand guys who never make mistakes ?? we make mistakes but we can change our minds .. so please i hope that u all will protect my feeling >< (note:this is not a confession foe any of U ]

Hope : Everyone be friends again ^^ JIAYOUS !! FOR UPSR !!
-jia_yi-